Low self-esteem losers.

I heard the story again yesterday. So you guys love to bitch and spread your bitchings? I guess if you actually could tell the whole world, you guys will right? I pity you people because the only reason or one of the reasons you guys are doing this is because that you guys are just full of jealousy and envy, so by bitching and bad-mouthing me will tend to build your fucking low self-esteem to a higher level. Well, not that much though but at least you'll feel better. Ahha you guys really needed that ey? Poor thing cause myself here don't need that since I'm a pretty confident person despite my obvious flaws.

But It's funny how it all started. By having just one person carrying a branded good can make people have the wrong impression and twisted the story to their own preferance. After which, they sell their cheapskate story to others which then will look at me as the bitch. But sorry to say, you bitch and son of a bitch can't bring a person like me down like that cause I rather deal with people who dare to come up right to my face if you have planted hatred on me. Get it right, losers. You ain't my match.

It's me, myself & you.

Good news for me today. I passed my professional profiling assessment which is an individual assignment. My poster presentation turned out fair, I guess. I wasn't stammering or whatever. Indeed I find myself speaking much better than in the everyday class cause everything seemed to be really spontaneous. So I guess the hard work really paid off despite the lack of sleep. Phew~

 Another thing, love will probably get a new job which won't allow him to meet me that often. Sad story but it's okay, we're working hard for good times ahead. Like for phuket trip! I hope it'll really happen cause all of us are looking forward. The last time, my flight to bangkok was postponed due to the riot so hopefully, it won't happen again this time round cause then, it'll be the second overseas trip with the boyfriend. Soon, it'll be the third the fourth the fifth, and of course our honeymoon. HAHAHAHAHAH WHAT THE HELL NOOOO.

On a happier note, I is here again. Some people will know what I mean. And it's all thanks to you. There’s just no words to describe the feeling whenever I’m with you. Even though sometimes I can be sucha bitch, throwing tantrums and all, you were still there trying to crack me up. Tell me what else? Nothing. Cause you’re just everything to me and I am more than happy. I love you, W.A ♥

Sigh of relief!

Relieved! My professional profiling presentation is over and done with! *Jumps around* It wasn't that bad actually and I managed to just talk through without referring to notes that I actually made last minute. Well, hopefully the results will be good. I don't wanna fail And oh, it's by far the first time seeing everyone in formal. All pretty and smart.

Anyhoos, Im not totally free yet cause there's still school and upcoming tests. But, at least Im free from my year 2 assignment. Soon it'll be final year projects. Gonna get tougher and tougher. Oh wells, skip school. Probably meeting love later. Maybe it's my turn to head down to his workplace and wait for him. Teehee, I don't mind meeting him up every single day now or shall I say almost every single day. Love fetched me from work yesterday just to send me home. How nice of him. I didn't expect that actually but yes, my baby is just the sweetest, the most patient , the most understanding man who's ever by my side. Well, sometimes, I felt like I'm way too harsh or too straightforward or whatever that is, but he'll always go like "I know that's your personality, I understand". He's never angry with me. He's never harsh. He's never lying. Indeed, he's always loving, caring and all the good things. So what else could I ask for?

You're the best, baby. I love you.

In denial.

Can I laugh? I still can't believe that someone still lives in denial but I do know deep down, he's feeling shit and mounting shits. And that is to why the rumours got up. Probably due to jealousy or the losing feeling that will make someone go to the extent. Gawd, I pity you but at the same time, I can't help but to laugh. How I wish I could actually laugh in your face or probably, give you a few tight wake up slaps after that. Right now, I'm feeling really glad that someone who is younger is actually wiser than you do and that is my man. Let us see till when you can just fool around and use up your woman's money. Or maybe it can't be blamed cause it's just in your genes. Sucha pity.

So am up the whole night and Yippeeeeeeeee, I'm done with my assignments. Just one night and it could be all good. *Jumps* Few more edits and I'm all set for saturday! Can't wait for it to be over and done with. I miss the boy, please meet soon. Much love.

the best damn thing.