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It’s Friday and have I mentioned that I’m appreciating my weekends more now? Haha Really feels good whenever Friday’s here. It has been a good week especially when I got to spend time with my baby during a weekday. So anyways, we finally booked our flights to Bangkok and Phuket a week ago. Satisfied cause we got those at very discounted price. The cheapest I ever came across so far. Well, thanks to Jetstar for having the wonderful sale so those who miss it, too bad! *peace* fairly thanks to boyfriend though for paying first. My pocket tore holes & it’s gonna take a while for it to get stitched. It will be our fourth trip together and what makes it even special is celebrating our ninth at Phuket, and that was where we went during our first holiday trip. teehee So it’s the 18th today. Tomorrow’s our fifth month and I hope we’ll get to spend some time together before another mundane week starts. Next in line will be my man’s big 2,1. Surprise birthday for him and I’m all excited! Hope it’ll all turns out better than I imagined. Best thing is that I’ll be spending quality time with him for 3 consecutive days J the best days and best times are all when he’s right there with me. Even though sometimes I feel like giving him a kick in the ass, my love for him never stop multiplying. Just happy that I have him and I hope he feels the same way too. | | |
| Pretty happy with the fact that I still manage to have my social life despite the hectic schedule I have every week. Sometimes, I’ll be working for six days a week. Still juggling two jobs in the mean time and I must say time passed tremendously fast. It’s my second month in Sembcorp already & I can’t wait for it to end now. There are so many dates I’m looking forward to. The common one every month which is none other than our monthsary, we’re heading 5th this month! As well as, my man’s big day. It’ll be my first time celebrating it with him & I’m beyond stoked! And when that day comes, I’ll be left with just two months to the end of my internship. I just love counting down to special dates even if it takes forever sometimes. Not to forget, we’re booking flights this month! After that, it’s going to be quite a kill before it reaches the date. But well, they say good things come to people who wait J However, I have to constantly remind myself that I already hit twenty one. As soon as this internship ends, I need start planning for my future. At the thought of getting a real full-time job for once sent me shivers. I’ve never had one exclude this internship though. I gotta kick the fickle habit and settle into the mature twenty-one. No one’s gonna promise that it’ll be easy but I believe, with constant effort and the support from my family, boyfriend and friends, I will achieve what I want, one day. | | |
| Life’s making me happy in many ways & I’m thankful for it. I’m happy with my internship though I got shit work sometimes. I get out of bed early& go back to it earlier than my usual bedtime. Weekdays are mundane but it’s amazing how time flies so fast. Like today, it marks the end of my third week with SCI already. And I'm enjoying my TGIFs now. teehee May’s coming in few days’ time. I’m pretty much looking forward to the month. End month, to be exact. It’s my man’s twenty one and I hope he’s as excited as me. haha I just want it to be really special cause it’s gonna be my first time seeing him blow the candles & make a wish. Hopefully, it’ll turnout better than expected. The satisfaction when you make your loved ones happy is just beyond words. So anyway, our fourth month passed a week ago & I’m really really glad we stayed through. Though we still have little squabbles here and there, I still love him to bits. Looking forward to our fifth and upcoming months, not forgetting our fourth getaway together. Glad to have someone who would travel with me all the time & with god’s will, he’ll be the only one I would want to travel with now and in future. I love you my fireman, always remember that ;) | | |
| I wasn't feeling at my best these days. Especially lastnight when I woke up to extreme disappointment by someone whom I thought wouldnever hurt me like that. I’m beginning to question myself each time but theanswer remains the same. I hate myself for being too nice and forgiving. Itmade me look like a fool cause often, I got stepped in the head. But thenagain, I chose it that way. As much as I want to let go and be happy, I can’tbecause it would only make me feel worse than miserable. It’s never simple, isn’t it? The only thing Ican do is brace myself, continue being patient even though the limit isprobably a call away. Just one more time, I really hope I’ll snap and wakemyself up. Cause then it’ll be easier for me to walk away. | | |
| You make me smile, You make me sing, You make me scream, you make me everything. You make me laugh, You make me cry You make me live You make me die you make me, me. Exact words I have for my man. | | |
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